The probably's.

So, most likely, I think I am a terrible friend. I am bad at comforting people and being there for them, since I get distracted so easily by everything going on. I'm a good listener, just not a comfortable.
So, I apologize to all the people I have not comforted very well or abandoned.

On that subject of being a bad friend, I also want to apologize to my favorite female friends, that I have so carelessly abandoned, so to speak, as their friend. I feel really bad that I kept hanging out with Jeffrey after I hooked up with him and not you guys. I was so twitterpated. And, I wish I kept eating lunch with you guys instead of hanging out outside Faulkbags room. Really sorry. I love Jeffrey, but I shouldn't have just ignored you guys. Love can get annoying and in the way. I hope you guys will read this... Tess, Jess, and Genny... sorry. You guys are still my favorite people and I wish we could have hung out before I left.

Sigh. On a happier note, my nails are painted a robin-egg blue, which happens to be one of my favourite colours.

Jetlag and family. (journal entry I guess.)

I made it to alaska. After 8 hours and 11 minutes of travel time, I made it alive. And it smells really good here, and the sun doesn't set. It's about 11:00 at night here (1:00 a.m. Utah time) and the sun is barely starting to set. Its quite beautiful. Today I saw a double rainbow in the sky, no joke.

I'm currently staying at the Garouttes right now, and am very thankful for that! Love you guys, thanks for being so hospitable. We're currently looking for an apartment or house to move in so we're in kind of a lingo.

Emotionally I'm doing alright. Yesterday I wouldn't stop crying, it was so annoying. But I think being on 4 hours of sleep and no food and traveling contributed to that. I'm fine now, just adjusting. My stupid virgin mobile service doesn't work up here, so I can't text or anything until I get a new phone. -_-

I'm also going to try an all-natural diet, cause I eat so much crap it's ridiculous. I need to be healthier and exercise more. And up here it's pretty easy cause there's fresh sea food and delicious berries at hand. So cheers for that.

Today I called jeffrey about three times, three short calls, just to see how he was doing. The calls were, of course, hours apart, haha. I love him a lot. You guys at walden, make sure he doesn't get into any trouble. :]        I can't wait for school to start. I'm doing a homeschooling program thing, where I do some things online and some classes I take separately, like art classes and stuff. And they give me my own laptop. to keep, even when the school year is up. I'm also planning to take a graphic arts/video game art design program thing. Cause That's sort of what I want to get into.
I'm tired, so I'll get to bed. sweet dreams.

itchy.

So now I have 64+ mosquito bites on me, which is terribly terrible! Also, I leave in a day and a half to Alaska. My thoughts? I've cried off and on about it. I'm fine, though. I'm just going to really miss everyone. I'll just be optimistic about this, 'cause Alaska isn't that bad at all, just so darn far away! Also, I'm really gonna miss that one cute native american boy I'm dating. mistah Jeffrey Willeto. (love ya mon.)

My adventures for today included hiking up rock canyon with the Dally side of my family. (Dally siblings and my father.) We went up to this leetle cave that smelled terribly of hobos and piss.
...needless to say we didn't stay very long. Then we went to turtle park to eat lunch and watch some d-bag try to take a poor little turtle. what a dillhole. Then we came home for two hours before going to a movie. I looked at memes and watched documentarys and anime in that time. talk about a waste of my life. After the movie (Soul Surfer), which ended at 7 p.m., I went over to jeffrey's for a bit. We made sweet potato fries, home made root beer, and guacamole with some salsa. And a moose fudgesicle bar to have for dessert. (we always eat the weirdest combinations of snacks there..) After we made the food, we watched Insidious. It was 3/10 stars.

and now I'm home! Lurking the interweb, without glasses or contacts on cause I can't find my glasses, and I'm too lazy to put in my contacts. And I'm to tired to write anything very interesting. Maybe when I'm in Alaska things will shake up.

later.

ohai gaiz, ima n00b.

So, I decided to create a blog since I effing lack at writing in journals. Also, I wanted to start this 'cause I'm heading to Alaska soonish, and I'm sure this will be one of the many things I'll actually end up doing on  the interweb. (In case you didn't know, I do spend a lot of time on the interweb.) Also also, I love reading my friends blogs, cause some of them are so damn funny! And it's interesting to see into their lives, and see how they're doing.

so here's what's on my mind at the moment: (I don't know what to write right now, so here's some stuff.)

The wild Inupiaq-Eskimo-Alsaskan inside of me has been craving fish lately. So much. And blueberries. Luckily, we're going camping/fishing for the weekend! Fun fun fun fun! We leave tomorrow morning. Er, this morning I guess. Since its 1:30 a.m. Friday morning right now...

annnnnnddd--
I have twenty-three mosquito bites on my body at the moment. It's like the chicken pox, man. I've got the plaaaagggueee.

this concludes this boring first-timer post.
talk to you guys later.